Evaporation

It's been a while since my last real update, certainly a few lines waxing lyrical about Final Fantasy XII doesn't really count. It's really a combination of factors:

1) I have been holding back, trying hard not to bitch and whine and complain. And certainly there is much to complain about, then again I was away from work for more than a week, so that in itself is cause for joy. Yet even as I access my office emails remotely from home, the familiar sensation of inequality/injustice rears its ugly head. Guess by now I should either be numb or resigned to fate. It's mind boggling how biased some people actually can be but that is really something I should avoid thinking about. Constantly replaying those incidents mentally would only serve to fuel more anger, bitterness and hatred. Stop. Get thee behind me.

2) Of course there is the life sucker called Final Fantasy XII. Having it for just over a week, I had clocked 63 game hours. This is notwithstanding the two days I was in Malaysia and some appointments that can't be avoided. In short, my waking moments at home were virtually spent in front of PS2 and I still have yet to complete it. Thank you SquareEnix for such a wonderful masterpiece. You guys are still the gods of RPG. Please please please don't let us wait so long for the next FF again. Each time I died a little when I read that FFXII was delayed. And oh, can you please publish the English(US) version of Front Mission 5? There are hardcore English speaking Front Mission fans out there.

3) Am going through a period of mixed feelings and emotions. At times I feel depressed and down, others I feel joy. Most times, I just escape.

4) I should really change the direction of my writing. Shouldn't be such a whiny person.

5) There is no point 5) actually but I always prefer odd numbers