Destined for solitude

A friend of mine described me as a male Sumiko Tan, at least in relation to my blogs: rather interesting, occasionally funny and very bitchy. He proceeded to remind me that Sumiko Tan is now very single and bitching about relationships. Hence, the title of this post. To digress, I accused him of being yahya papaya considering the recent breakthroughs in his life, that shut him up but not the resonance of his words.

Anyway, not that I am awfully bothered or anything, my MSN personal message still defiantly proclaims that "Solitude is better than compromise". Yet, even as I constantly remind many of my friends, everyone's biological clocks ticks away slowly but surely.

I think I may have lost interest in girls after all. Well not really, just that I have not mustered sufficient interest in any thus far to garner any action. Or have I been so accustomed to inactivity that it is now my activity of choice. Or has there just been a general lack of motivation on my part. Historically (okay, I should balk at using this word since someone described me as a historian based on my penchant to bring up someone whom he believes is a relic from the past). Ok, commercial break aside, historically, I have been more prone to action when my friends are. Not that I lack independence totally or what, just sometimes when my buddies are all tied down with their activities, my boliao-ness generally spurs me into action.

Now, I just can't seem to be genuinely interested in any particular girl. Moderate interest, yes. Marginally interest, frequent. Unqualified interest, I have to take you on a stroll down memory lane.

How about xxx? My friend would ask. Well, she is blah blah blah but...........
How about yyy? She is blah blah but........
You think you very handsome ah? hiam here hiam there?

Very common conversation I had lately. Let me state for the record that I am not being picky, just perhaps I have yet to meet someone who is the "complete package" to spur me into action. Or perhaps I have embraced single-hood as a way of life........... destined for solitude......